Name: delusions
Duration: P00H02M28S
Description: if a person wakes up every day wondering if they're dreaming or fully cognizant, this makes it difficult to be invested in the narrative of one's life, as decisions may be simultaneously of zero or momentous consequence (similar to the schrödinger's cat paradox). for david haller, this quotidian experience of instability was surely responsible for his disassociation with reality.

delusions

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if a person wakes up every day wondering if they're dreaming or fully cognizant, this makes it difficult to be invested in the narrative of one's life, as decisions may be simultaneously of zero or momentous consequence (similar to the schrödinger's cat paradox). for david haller, this quotidian experience of instability was surely responsible for his disassociation with reality.

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fake? real? you remember, it happened
think, feel – which one’s more relevant?
sane? mad? i no longer trust myself
fain, sad – do i wear too many masks?
break, form – what ideas to destroy?
wake? dorm? do you know who’s in control?
shame, pride – resist urges to confess
tame? wild? cripple weakness to exist

our mind can’t be read
nail bomb in my head
this volcanic pain
a reaction chain
overburdened core
detonation sure
how can we proceed?
the machine that bleeds

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from subaltern: (un)classified, released May 1, 2022

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closetjudas Winnipeg, Manitoba

"closetjudas" is the moniker given to the music written, recorded + produced by mike powell, who is from the suburban sprawl that is mississauga (ontario). now living near winnipeg (manitoba), mike powell continues to record music that is truly independent + not-for-profit. this means he doesn't want your money...seriously. give it all to the charity "TINY CHANGES": tinychanges.com ... more

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